Uncrushable (Forehead Kisses #3) (7 page)

“No, we are,” I said. “She’s just not a fan of what I do.”

Bran was looking past our group, his eyes resting on something. “Um…I’m pretty sure that’s her.”

It couldn’t be.
“Where?”

“By the second row,” Bran said.

I looked in the same direction. Standing by the bleachers, she stood there, wearing jeans and a black top. Her hair was curled and the layers framed her face.

She was here.

Keira’s eyes met mine, and she gave me a weak smile. She nodded slightly, congratulating me silently, but her eyes were dark in sadness. She looked like she lost the world, lost everything.

Then I realized it was because of Theresa. She wasn’t making me look good right now. Having her run and jump into my arms didn’t exactly seem platonic. I knew how it must look to her, to everyone.

She turned away then joined the crowd, heading for the exit.

“I have to go.” I jogged after her, trying to get through the crowd. It was congested, and everyone was trying to congratulate me. I still needed to claim my check but I didn’t care about the money right now.

Like a herd of cows going into a single barn, the traffic was slow. I pushed through people until I finally got outside the building. Shirtless and sweaty, I looked around for her. A few girls whistled at me but I ignored them.

I headed to the parking lot and searched for her Toyota. Finally, I spotted her unlocking her car door. “Keira!”

She didn’t hear me. She opened the door and got inside.

I ran across the parking lot until I reached her car. Then I pounded on her window, begging her not to drive away.

She didn’t flinch at my pounding fist. She unlocked the door then waited for me to step aside. After she got out, I choked. I didn’t know what to say. I was so desperate to get to her but now I had nothing to say.

Keira waited for me to speak.

“I’m not sleeping with her,” I blurted.

Her face was stoic, unreadable. “I know, Liam. I never thought that.”

“Then why do you look so miserable?”

She crossed her arms over her chest, trying to close off from me. “Because I should have been standing where she was the entire time. I should have stood at your side, supporting you from the beginning. All I’ve done is held you back.”

That wasn’t what I expected her to say. “I understood why you weren’t there.”

“I should have trusted you but I didn’t.”

I didn’t have a response to that. “Why did you come tonight?”

She took a deep breath and surveyed the people in the parking lot. Then she turned back to me. “Because I wanted to.”

“How did you feel?”

“I don’t understand your meaning.”

“Were you scared?” I stared her down and waited for her to respond.

“No.”

I studied her face, searching for a lie.

“It’s time to move on. I’m tired of being afraid. I’m not going to do it anymore.”

I didn’t know what to say. I came closer to her, still feeling the sweat linger on my body. All I wanted was for her to trust me, not to fear me, and just be with me. I wanted it to be she and I against the world, to value each other more than anyone else. It was getting impossible for me to resist her, to hold back the love bursting inside me.

I felt my arms shake while I stood close to her. My body wanted to cling to hers, hold her like I used to. The distance between us was killing me. It was getting more difficult to stay away from her. I may be a massive fighter, someone who had broken more noses than anyone else, but underneath, I was weak. Keira had hurt me enough times to crush me. “I can’t stay away from you anymore.” My voice came out as a whisper. Knowing she came to my fight made me believe in us again. If there was any hope we could work it out, I had to try.

Her walls were starting to crumble. The slight buildup of moisture around her eyes gave her away. “I don’t want you too…”

My hands ached for her touch. I wanted to feel her slender waist, to feel her chest pressed against mine. I hadn’t felt her in my arms for so long that I forgot how it felt. “Can we try again?”

Her eyes shined. “You don’t even need to ask.”

“But we need to take it slow…I’m not strong like I used to be.”

“Whatever you need,” she whispered.

I took a deep breath, feeling my body crumble into pieces. I was holding myself back, stopping myself from rushing into her embrace. But I couldn’t hold myself back much longer. “I’ve been the strong one in this relationship. I’ve always picked you up and taken care of you. But…you really hurt me, Keira. On top of everything else I’ve been through, it killed me. Now I need you to be the strong one…for both of us. I need you to be uncrushable.”

The light disappeared from her eyes, leaving a calm seriousness I’d never seen before. I’d always been firm and unbreakable for her. I’ve always been the crutch she could lean on. But for the first time, I was putting that responsibility on her. Could she do it? I’d been exactly what she needed, but could she be what I needed?

There was no hesitation in her eyes. The fire burned deep within, showing me the strength I needed. “I can.”

The air left my lungs as her quiet words played on my ear. It was what I needed to hear. My body couldn’t be tamed any longer. I took the final step toward her and circled her frame with my arms.

Once our bodies touched, my heart burned in a pain that never felt so good. Her arms moved around my neck, her face pressed to my chest. I felt her light breaths fall on my bare skin. Judging the quickness of her breathing, I knew she felt what I was feeling.

I closed my eyes while I relished her petite body. Somehow, she made me feel whole. She erased the rage deep inside me. Somehow, she subdued the dark thoughts in my mind. Peace flourished inside me. The world became quiet and beautiful again. All those lonely nights when I wished she were with me came back. It made me realize just how much I missed her. It was even more than I initially thought.

We held each other in the parking lot, people walking past us to their cars. The fight was forgotten. I couldn’t care less about it. Having her in my arms made me never want to let go. I didn’t care about the money and I didn’t care about the praise. The only thing that mattered to me was right here.

She gripped me tightly, breathing hard. When I felt the warm moisture drip down my chest, I knew they were her tears. The reunion affected her just as much as it affected me. I couldn’t count the number of times when I spotted her across campus and wanted to wrap my arms around her. The jealousy from the bar reminded me how much I was in love with her. I’d never been jealous in my life. I knew she wouldn’t be with anyone else but me, but it didn’t shake the feeling deep in my gut.

Her fingers touched the back of my neck, feeling the short strands. Her fingers caressed it gently, just like she used to. Her scent wafted to me, making me reminisce about all our long nights of passion. She was the best thing that ever happened to me, the only girl who really understood me. She was the other half of my broken soul, a person who endured the same thing I had. Despite our tainted pasts, some good came out of it; each other.

My mouth moved down to her ear. “Come home with me.” I didn’t wait for a response because I knew what it would be.

And she didn’t give one either.

When we got back to my house, I tossed my check on the kitchen counter and dropped my wallet and keys. The house was dark but I didn’t bother turning on any lights. There was only one room I wanted to go into.

Keira didn’t speak. She hadn’t said a word since we ended our long embrace. But nothing needed to be said. Now she looked at my house with longing, the desire heavy in her eyes. We made a life together here, even though it was so long ago. Her ghost forever haunted my hallways. But I didn’t want her shadow; I wanted her.

I headed up the stairs and listened to her follow behind me. Once we were in my bedroom, we both tensed. As much as I wanted to be with her, to feel her intimately, I wasn’t ready for that. I doubt she felt the same way, but I knew she wouldn’t press me.

I pulled my shirt off and removed my shorts.

Without asking my permission, she opened one of my drawers and pulled out a t-shirt. Then she walked into the bathroom.

I was glad she didn’t ask if that was okay.

I got into bed and waited for her, anxious to feel her smooth body against mine. I slept alone for so long, and I hated every moment of it. It was bitter and painful.

She came out of the bathroom, my t-shirt drowning her body. The bottom reached past her knees, and one side fell down her shoulder because it was too big for her small size.

But she looked like my greatest fantasy.

She came to the bed then pulled the covers back. After she glanced at me, she slid inside and darted for my chest, hooking her leg around mine and her arm around my chest.

My arm wrapped around her and my other rested on her thigh.

She released a deep sigh, the stress and pain leaving her lungs within the breath.

I listened to her breathe, remembering the sound from our time living together. For the first time, I felt tired. For the first time, I felt relaxed. Having her share my bed was the greatest sleeping pill I would ever find. She completed me in a way no one else ever could. After my one-night stands, I kicked the girls out because I hated sleeping with people. It was always uncomfortable and they were too clingy. Keira was different. She couldn’t be clingy enough.

My lips moved to her forehead and I gave her a long kiss.

Her chest suddenly expanded, taking in a large breath. Her fingers dug into my chest for a moment, showing her emotion.

My mouth finally pulled away, still feeling the burn. I hadn’t kissed her forehead in so long I forgot how it felt.

She hugged me tightly for a moment before she loosened her hold. “I won’t let you down, Liam.”

I hoped that was the case. If it wasn’t…I didn’t want to think about it.

Chapter Six

Keira

I didn’t realize how much pain I was in until Liam hugged me. The weight of my suffering suddenly lifted, making me understand just how heavy it was. I thought we’d never be together again. I assumed I would never get another chance. Even though his offer was conditional, it was still the best thing that ever happened to me.

Ever since we met, Liam had been the stronger one. He taught me how to defend myself, how to get back into the world I was so afraid of, and he taught me how to trust again. But now the strength in him was gone. I shattered him into a million pieces, taking the fight out of him.

Now I had to put him back together.

Could I do it? Yes, I could. Because failure wasn’t an option. He could rely on me for anything and I’d be there for him. His weakness wouldn’t sabotage this relationship. I would be patient and supportive as long as he needed to be. We were unbreakable together, but now we would be uncrushable.

But that depended on me.

When I woke up the next morning, Liam was wrapped tightly around me, his arms still acting as steel cages. His eyes were closed and his breathing was heavy. I felt refreshed and vibrant, something I hadn’t felt in so long I couldn’t recall. Being with Liam finally helped me sleep.

He stirred slightly then opened his eyes. They locked onto mine, taking me in through the morning light drifting through his window. His hair was messy and all over the place. The sleepiness to his eyes gave him a lazy look. Just like always, he looked sexy as hell.

“Morning,” he said with his deep voice.

“Morning.” I couldn’t believe I was waking up next to him. It was a dream.

His hand was across my stomach, covering it entirely with just his palm. He dragged me closer to him, eliminating any possible space between us. He released a sigh then buried his face in my neck.

I could lay like this all day.

“How did you sleep?” he whispered in my ear.

“Like I’ve never slept before.”

I felt his mouth move as he smiled. “Me too.”

“I don’t want to go to class…”

“Then don’t.” He pulled me tighter.

God, that was tempting.
“I have an exam for my third class.”

“Who cares?” he teased.

“Well, if I don’t pass Calculus the credential program will kick me out.”

He moved from my neck and sat up. “You’re in the credential program?”

“No, not yet. I applied the other day. I hope I get it. I think my chances are good since there’s such a demand for math and science teachers.”

He stared at me for a moment, the shadow on his chin looking darker than yesterday. “I didn’t know you applied.”

“Yeah…” I didn’t know what else to say.

“Well, I hope you get it.”

“Me too.”

He kept staring at me.

“What?”

“Isn’t that guy in your calculus class…?”

“What guy?”

His eyes flashed in irritation. “The one hitting on you at the bar.”