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Authors: Marlowe Fox
Manage Me (Toven's Circus #1) (34 page)
Stepping out of the bedroom and stand there leaning against the doorjamb, trying hard not to be self-conscience about my growing baby bump. From the look of Jaden’s face though, I shouldn’t be worried.
“Fuck Beauty, you look stunning.” He says in awe. “What’s in the bag?” He says with a grin.
“You’re always so fond of giving me presents, so I figured it was my turn.” I say, bringing it over to lay in his lap then bending forward. I press both hands into his upper thighs, bending my knees to kneel before him on the floor. He is opening the bag and a huge grin breaks out on his face.
“Beauty, these look like presents for you.” He chuckles, pulling a purple jelly bead stick, a wireless remote, and a small bottle of lube from the bag.
“Kind of, but they are to prep for the Beast.” I say Beast softly, and the bulge in his pants jumps at its name.
“Fuuuuck…” He breaths out the word, his eyes shining with excitement and hunger. “Is it safe for the baby?” He asks causing me to grin, he’s going to make a great father.
“Perfectly safe.” I assure him and that’s all he needs. His mouth is on mine in a flash and he is consuming my being. He bites my tongue then sucks it into his mouth. Before pulling back to move down my chin to my neck. The brush of the scruffy beard causing a chill to run though me.
“God Jaden, I love your beard, don’t you ever fucking shave.” I murmur causing him to chuckle.
“I promise.” He whispers across my skin, causing tingle bunnies to erupt. He reaches around me and I am pulled into his lap straddling his hips, his straining bulge beneath my heat, where I rock gently across it. “Mmm…I can feel that hot little pussy though my shorts. It’s begging for my cock to be inside of it. And inside your ass, Beauty I can’t wait to have you squeezing me tight in your ass. ”
“Me, too, Jaden. I want you to make me feel so full.”
Standing up, he takes me with him before he untangles my arms from around his neck and sets me down. Turning me away from him, he kisses my shoulder and unsnaps the bra pulling the straps down, trailing kisses in their wake. He bathes my back with his lips, using the pads of his fingers to lightly brush my skin. Reaching around, he cups each of my breasts causing me to gasp his name. This man is driving me wild with need.
Pushing his hardened length against my ass, I shamelessly grind against it, excited for their meeting to come. “You want that cock in your, ass don’t you, Beauty?”
“Yes, Jaden.” I pant and grind.
“Okay Beauty, climb up on the chair and lean over the back.” He says gruffly and I do as I’m told, then look over my shoulder at him. He’s standing there looking at me, that smirk on his face, a huge bulge in his pants, and he just grins before his hand snakes out and a smack lands on my left ass cheek tearing a moan from my lungs. He doesn’t let me recover but quickly slaps the other cheek.
I feel lips on my stinging cheeks next. He palms the other side kissing and nuzzling then switching sides. When a cool breath blows across my hot skin a shudder runs though me.
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Jaden
Her scent drives me mad, I just want to dive inside of her and feel her pulsing all over me but I have to go slow. I have to prep her and make her feel good. I push my face into her heat, devouring her sweetness from behind. I suck her lips into my mouth, tug and pull them then dive back in for more.
Licking and sucking at her opening before diving my tongue in to fuck her with it. She moans and gasps, rocking her hips into me, getting close to her release. Slipping a couple fingers inside and suctioning my mouth to her clit is the final nudge she needs to send her over the edge, squeezing my fingers and crying my name.
As she comes down, I remove my hand and face from her center and grab up the lube from the bag. Dropping a little bit on my fingers, I rub it around her tight hole, pushing softly inside, making sure she is well coated. She moans out liking me in there but she’s going to like the vibrations of the bead stick more. Grabbing it now from the bag, I add a bit of lube to it, covering every inch, before poising it at her tight bud.
“Alright Beauty, take a deep breath for me.” And she inhales deep as I start to push the first small ball into her. “I need you to push out again now, and relax, just like when it’s my finger.” The second she does, the ball slips inside. She’s so aroused, her breath is heavy and panting, her pussy below is sloppy wet and I can nearly see her pulse thundering through it. I dip my thumb into its wetness to rub around her clit, and push the next ball in all at the same time, letting her get used to it before rocking it back and forth then slipping the next one in.
“Ahh…God Jaden, that feels so fucking good.” She cries and I pop in another one. Her body is covered in a sheen of sweat and she getting close but I don’t want her to cum with fake piece of rubber in her. I stop playing with her clit and move my hand off of the stick. I stand up, grab the last thing from the bag, and go around to the front of the chair where she lays panting.
I coil my hand in her hair lifting her head, so she’s looking at me. She looks up at me in question, “You own me a blow job, Beauty. I’m here to collect.”
She looks like she’s about to argue but instead reaches out, grabs my cock, and pulls me forward, sinking her hungry mouth right down over the tip. No fucking around, she goes to town on my cock. Sucking in her cheeks creating just the right suction that makes my eyes roll back. She bobs, and licks, tugs and pulls with her hand, nearly taking me to my knees when she drags her teeth over the sensitive section just under the head. When she pops off the tip, I remember the device in my hand.
Looking down at it, it’s a little purple box with a couple buttons on it. I mash my thumb into one and Nell screams out, followed quickly by a long low moan. Pushing the up triangle causes another gargled moan to escape and she’s completely forgotten about my cock. So I push the down button twice, assuming it will turn it off. When she whimpers in protest, I grin waiting for her to look up at me.
When her eyes open, they are annoyed, “Turn it back on Jaden, I was getting close.” She says.
“First, you won’t be coming on that thing so whether you were close or not is irrelevant because you will be coming around my cock. Second, you were mid-sucking on my cock and forgot what you were doing.” I say indignantly, I’m not really mad though, I just enjoy messing with her.
“Well now you’ve pissed me off, do you really want to risk your cock in my mouth?” Instead of responding I just turn the stick back on and walk around behind her. Pushing her head down in the chair, I grab up my cock, and push into her pussy.
The fit is tight and I nearly lose my shit in the first stroke but I take some deep breaths and calm down. I can feel the beads massaging my dick and the vibrations feel awesome. I’m not going to last long like this, so I slam into her a couple times before pulling out. I gently pull the anal bead stick out, watching as the hole says open wide for me. I lube up before pushing the head of my cock against her hole. I’m still a bit bigger than where we stopped with the beads, so I have to go slow but once my head is in she adjusts quickly. Sliding in and out her tightest hole straggling my cock, has my breath panting, my heart racing, and if I don’t get moving soon, this is going to end too soon. Pumping into her, she pants my name. Our skin is slick with sweat and we are both ready to explode.
I reach down and lift her back to my front, changing the angle, and giving me access to her clit. I pound in to her, tug on her bud of nerves, latch onto her neck with me teeth, as we both let go.
We both melt down into the chair, I angle not to squish her and the baby. A baby. I think as a big grin spreads across my face. Beauty is so still, I think that she’s fallen asleep, until she turns to look at me. A happy calm look on her face.
“Marry me.”
“What?” I ask, completely taken off guard.
“Marry me, Jaden.” She says again.
“You are not asking ME to marry you. I am supposed to ask you!” I say in a flabbergasted tone.
“You’re taking too long.” She says with a grin.
I open my mouth to speak but I’m fucking speechless. I haven’t asked because she wasn’t ready, but all I want is to make her my wife. Who fucking cares who asked who, I don’t, as long as the end result is her saying yes to being my wife. “Yes. Fuck yes, I will marry you, Beauty. Before we leave this island, we are getting married.”
I expect her to say no or try to argue a little, but she doesn’t, she grins and kisses me stupid as I sweep her up in my arms to carry her to bed.
Nell
I know he wanted to marry me but I wasn’t expecting him to be planning from the second his feet hit the floor. But he fucks me stupid and pats me on the ass, then climbs out of bed saying, not to worry about anything but the dress. That he’s got it. I think I should be upset that he’s become all, take lead and Mr. Bossy on OUR wedding but I’m not. I’ve never put much thought into getting married, even as a child I didn’t have dolls or Barbie’s. I wasn’t allowed to play dress up in my Mom’s clothes and fantasize about what my wedding would be like some day. So Jaden wanting to take the lead doesn’t bother me.
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Finding dresses that Ashton and Gemma would agree on, proved to be harder than I thought but we all eventually landed on, a chiffon A-line style that has a black silk sash and stops just above the knee. They are in a beautiful bright marine blue color that matches some of the reefs in Bali.
I found my perfect dress in the first shop that Gemma, Ashton, and I walked into. A beautiful and simple tulle and lace style with a sweetheart neckline, empire waist, cape sleeves, and a sweeping train in a lovely dark taupe color. It’s just different enough to be perfect. Leaving my hair a mess of curls and my make-up simple with red lips, it’s finally time to put on the dress. Standing there looking at the dressing hanging on its hook, I can’t help but think of how quick all this is happening but I don’t doubt my feeling for Jaden or his for me. I know today will just be one of many amazing days we will celebrate together, that this is just the beginning of our journey together.
“You ready, my Love?” Gemma asks coming up behind me and brushing her hand across my shoulders.
“Yeah.” I say, a huge grin breaking out across my face. We wrangle the dress on, it goes on easier then Ashton’s leather pants. Gemma mans the silk ties in the back that give it a corset look, a look I know Jaden loves. When all that is left is my shoes, there is a knock at the door.
“Can I come in and see my soon-to-be-daughter now?” Comes Elle’s muffled voice through the door before its pushed own and she sweeps in. Her plum purple wrap dress flowing in behind her making her lovely green eyes pop with color. Fresh pink plumerias hold back her dark hair on one side, letting the rest tumble down her shoulders.
“Oh my…Sweetheart, don’t you just look stunning. Our guys, going to pass out when he sees you.” She says as she makes her way over to me. Her whole face lite up and beaming.
“Thank you, Mom.” I say pulling her close. She is such a comfort to me, the mother I’ve always wished for and it’s been so wonderful getting to know her and the rest of the family over the last few weeks. Jaden was right when he said that they would accept me because he loves me, but I didn’t expect to love them like they were my own, the family that I had always dreamed about.
“This is for you.” She says as she pulls back. She hold out her hand, and in her palm rests a white and blue enamel swallow with diamonds sitting on its head and running along its outstretched wings and tail. ‘I thought that this could be your something blue.’ She grins.
“Oh, it’s perfect!” I gush as we pin in to the dress, right over my heart. I give her another big hug. ‘I love it, really, thank you so much.’
“Good, I figured the swallow was a good symbol. Sailors get them tattooed because they are a symbol of home. When they are out on deployment they sometime don’t see land for weeks, but when they start to see the swallows, they know they are getting close. You, Nell, are Jaden’s home, wherever you two end up in this world, you will always be his home.” Tears glistening in her eyes, she gives me a big hug, while I weep into her shoulder.
She stays to help me fix my make-up and put on the delicate vintage lace vial, my something old. A tradition I didn’t really care for one way or another but it’s a gift from Gemma and Ashton, they found it in an antique shop, and stepping back to look in the mirror, I agree that it makes everything come together.
As the three of them stand together dabbing at tears, emotion overwhelms me and panic seizes me. These people all mean so much to me and I came so close to losing them all before I even got to really know them. A sharp pain spikes though my chest and a strangled cry escapes. They race forward catching me as I start to sink to me knees.
“Nell, Sweets, what’s going on? Are you okay? Is it the baby?” Comes Gemma’s panicked voice, as I gasp for air. ‘Get Jaden!’
I’m vaguely aware that I am now sitting, someone is pushing my head down towards me knees. My eye sight has blacken, either from lack of oxygen or the panic, I am not sure but the new angle is forcing me to breath deeper, so I don’t struggle and just breath.
“Darling, can you hear me?” Gemma says softly. Her face close to mine, she sits on the floor in her pretty dress. I furiously blink, my vision clearing and I refocus on her worried face.
“Yes.” I nod but just then there is a huge crash outside the door and a whole new panic over take me. ‘No! Jaden can’t see me, its bad luck!!’ I shriek, jumping to my feet. “I’m fine, I was just having a moment.”
“J, No she is fine.” I hear Ashton arguing with him from the door.
“BEAUTY?! “ He yells past her, pounding on the door. “Beauty, Baby, answer me!!” He shouts and I make my way over to the door but stay behind it.
The door is cracked open a few inches and his hand is tightly wrapped around the edge, his knuckles are white from gripping it so hard. Ashton has wedged the side of her foot under the door to keep him out, but I know if he doesn’t calm down, he’s going to plow through both the door and her poor foot.
Stepping up behind the door, I reach my hand up to grasp his wrist. ‘Jaden, I’m fine. Just had an emotional moment. I promise you, I’m okay.’ I say.
“What do you mean by an emotional moment?” He growls, letting the door go and latching onto my arm tugging me closer but keeping the door between us.
“Baby hormones might have played a role in it, and how amazing our family is to us.” I say softly and hear him laugh and his head thump against the wood door.
“Fuck, I thought you were having second thoughts or something.” He says and I feel his face nuzzle into the palm of my hand. He’s trimmed up his short beard but not much knowing how much I like it. ‘Fuck that scared me.’ His lips press into the pad of my thumb and then he bites it lightly.
“Not even a flutter of a second thought. I mean shit, you did knock me up. Where the hell am I going to go?” I joke and grin when I hear him bark out a laugh.
“Yeah, I did. Hope you don’t mind having 100 kids cause I like you knocked up and you are going fucking nowhere but by my side forever.” He says and I can tell by his tone that, that smirk is back. The smirk that started this all. I was a fool to try to convince myself that I hated it. I was a putty from the first one. But falling for Jaden has been the best thing that I could have ever done in my life and I plan on spending every day for the next 100 years loving him for loving me.
“Are you ready to marry me?” I ask brushing my hand along his jaw, loving the scrap of his scruff against the smooth skin.
“Beauty, I was ready three months ago.” He says.
Watch out for Finn and Ashtons’s story,
See Me, coming in 2016.
Thank you to my wonderful fiancé and son for putting up with the later dinners and messy house while I was trying to get this book done. This mattered to me so you let it go but I know it had to of been driving you crazy. The fiancé, thank you so much for everything that you have done, for working so hard every day, so I can do what I love.
Love you both past the moon!
To Samantha Wiley and Jess Bee, my awesome editor and proofreaders, you two are so wonderful and saved my ass. Thank you so much. I will never be able to thank you enough for all of your help.
Thank you Darren Birks for the beautiful photos. You have a wonderful talent and are just a great person. Don’t ever change.
To my Lovey Rachel Perlaki. You have become such a dear friend, beyond just my PA and CP for this book, I really truly see you as a lifelong friend. Thank you for everything that you do for me, including kicking my butt when needed.
To
Sue Sebastian, my CP and my voice of sanity in this crazy indie world. Your friendship means the world to me. I am so grateful to have someone to go through all this with, someone who gets it. Thank you for always being there and for always being honest. Never lose that honesty! <3
To my very first Stalker Sierra Farris! You Darlin’ are the best, I couldn’t do many of the things I have without you and now you’re totally stuck with me.
To my bestie, Tara Kitchens. We have literally been friends forever and while we couldn’t be more different, we have always fiercely stood by each other and I love you so much. Thank you for being in my life.
To my Foxy Fox’s, thank you for Pimping and helping out whenever you could.
You ladies are the best, I love chatting with you and getting to know you. Thank you so much for your support.
About The Author
Marlowe has been many things in life but always falls back to the artistic things that she loves so much, one of those being writing. For the last two and half years, she has been a stay at home mom, raising her awesome son and one day decided to start a story that had been spinning in her head. She lives in Spokane, WA with her Fiancé, son, 2 dogs, and hedgehog named Oswald.
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