The Debt 6 (3 page)

Jake sat back as if he’d been punched in the stomach.
 
“It doesn’t make any sense,” he said, as his eyes searched the distance for answers.
 
“Why would he go behind my back like that?”

“It wasn’t just that one conversation,” Raven said.
 
“Anytime we were alone for even a second he would make comments and little disparaging remarks.
 
And I’m not sure, but I suspect he might’ve had something to do with leaking those old stories about me to the media.
 
But that’s just speculation on my part.”

Jake placed his elbows on his knees, dipped his head and put his hands over his face.
 
When he glanced at her again, his eyes were red-rimmed and glassy.
 
“If what you’re telling me is true, then I can’t trust Kurt either.
 
My best friend, the man who saved my life in battle, the brother who stood by my side through my fiancé’s death, and the list goes on.”

“He thought he was protecting you, I guess,” Raven offered, but her voice sounded as weak as the sentiment itself.

“Hell of an excuse,” Jake replied.
 
“But how do I know this elaborate story of yours isn’t all made up to get something from me?
 
How do I know that you’re not the one who’s lying and setting me up?”

Raven flinched as if he’d slapped her.
 
“I don’t know how to prove anything.
 
But I do know that I couldn’t have burned my parents’ house down because you and I were together when it happened.”

“Maybe you had a friend do it.”

Raven’s mouth puckered.
 
“If it makes you feel better to think that, then fine.”

“None of it makes me feel better,” he growled.
 
“I’m just trying to make sense out of all of this.
 
You’re giving me a lot to chew on at once.”

“And you’re making sense out of it by imagining that I’m just a compulsive liar,” Raven said, smiling bitterly.
 
“How flattering.”

Jake’s eyes were pained.
 
“You understand that what you’ve told me today is shattering to pieces everything that I’ve built.
 
My entire life—the person closest to me whom I’ve entrusted with my business—the military secrets that I’ve sworn to protect—all of it’s in danger now.”

“I’m sorry, Jake.”
 
Raven wanted to touch him, wanted to soften things between them, but he was so hard and withdrawn from her.
  

Jake nodded, putting a hand to his chin, his eyes still searching for answers.
 
Suddenly, he leaned forward, his eyes focused on her once more.
 
“I need you to do something for me,” he said.
 

“I’ll do anything I can,” she said.

“I need you to call Kurt and pretend you want to take him up on his offer.”

Raven felt a chill pass through her.
 
“He’ll know it’s a trap, Jake.
 
We hate each other and I turned his offer down a long time ago.”

“I just need to hear him acknowledge that he made the offer in the past.
 
I need to know you’re telling me the truth.”

Raven nodded, sighing.
 
She understood why Jake needed her to do it, even though it made her vaguely sick to even think about speaking to Kurt again.
 
And what if he somehow caught on to the fact that it was a trap and pretended he had no idea what she was talking about?
 
She’d look like a fool and Jake would never speak to her again.

But she’d look even guiltier if she refused to call him.

“Okay, I’ll call him right now.”

Jake moved so that he was sitting beside her in the car, the left side of his body pressed up against hers tightly.
 
“Take out your phone,” he said.

Raven took her phone out of her pocket and Jake told her the number to dial.
 
Her fingers shook as she pressed the numbers.

As the phone started to ring and she put it to her ear, Jake leaned his head close to hers so he could hear the conversation.

His jaw and lips were just inches from hers.

She could feel his warmth and hear his breathing.
 
Somehow, it calmed her a little and her pulse slowed a fraction.

“Hello,” Kurt answered, sounding annoyed already.

“It’s Raven,” she said.

“I know who it is.”
 
He sounded short-tempered and uninterested in conversing, but she pushed forward.

“We need to talk, Kurt.”

He laughed.
 
“What could you and I possibly have to say to one another?”

Oh God, she thought.
 
He’s like a dog—he’s already sniffed this out.
 
He senses
a trap
and he’s acting like he knows nothing.
 
She felt Jake’s body stiffen next to her.

“Because,” Raven told him, “I’m in trouble.
 
I need to get out of here.”

“Not my problem, hon.”

“Remember what you offered me?
 
Well, I’m interested now.”

There was a long silence.
 
She held her breath, knowing that he was going to deny it.
 
But then he just laughed again.
 
“You missed your chance.”

“You know that Jake and I spent the night together,” she said.
 
“I’m back in his life.”

“One night?
 
It doesn’t mean anything.”

“And you know that he put me up in an apartment.
 
He cares about me and you know it.”

Jake glanced at her, his eyes narrowing.
 

“He wants to make sure you stay out of his way—that’s why he got you that ridiculous apartment in Boston,” Kurt replied.

“That’s not what he told me last night,” Raven said.

“Really.”
 
Kurt’s voice was pretending disbelief, but Raven could tell she was making him question his assumptions.

“Yes, really,” Raven said.
 
“Jake wants us to be together again, but I can’t do it anymore.
 
I have to get away from all of this.”
 

Kurt was silent for a long moment.
 
“Where’s Jake right now?”

“He’s taking a shower and I left the hotel room, supposedly to go get coffee.”

“I’ll meet you outside the hotel in ten minutes,” Kurt said.
 
“Once I give you the money, you don’t ever see or speak to him again.
 
And I mean ever, not for one second to explain anything or make nice.
 
I want him to hate you, Raven—that’s what I’m getting for my money.”

“And the price—“

“One hundred thousand, like we agreed.
 
But I can’t get it all to you right now.
 
I can only get my hands on a third of it on such short notice.”

Jake grabbed the phone from her hands and put it to his own ear.
 
“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” he said.
 
“Who the hell do you think you are, trying to run my life?”

Raven could hear Kurt sputtering excuses, but his voice was muffled, and Jake didn’t give him much time to speak.
 
“Shut up and listen to me, Kurt.
 
Listen to me closely.
 
You know what I’m capable of if you put my back against the wall.
 
Don’t you?”

Clearly, Raven could hear Kurt speak.
 
“Yeah, I know, Jake.
 
But you should let me explain myself.
 
There’s good reason for this.”

“Oh well I’m glad you have a reason,” Jake said sarcastically.
 
“Then you understand that I’ve got a good reason to say this.
 
If I find out you try to interfere in my business or personal life ever again, I’m going to make you suffer.
 
You’re fired, Kurt.
 
I’m going to alert the security team immediately that you’re out.
 
No more access to any of the business accounts, no more access to me.
 
Our friendship is over, scumbag.”

“Jake, I was trying to help,” Raven heard Kurt plead.

“Fuck you and your help,” Jake said and hung up on him.
 
Then he handed the phone back to Raven.

She looked at him.
 
He was slumped next to her in the seat, looking like a beaten man.
 
“I’m so sorry,” she whispered.

“It’s not your fault my life’s filled with liars and users.”
 
Jake shook his head.
 
He took out his own cell phone and began texting.
 
“Now I need to make sure that Kurt didn’t rob me blind.
 
He was in charge of everything—all my business finances, everything went through him.”

Raven shuddered to think of what it might mean if Kurt had been mismanaging all of the millions and millions of dollars that came through Jake’s business.
 
“I’m sure it’s fine,” she said, knowing very well that it might not be fine at all.
 
Still, she wanted to reassure him somehow.

“I’ve been wrong about every single thing in my life,” Jake said.
 
“Every person I believed I could trust has let me down.
 
And in the process of doing what those liars wanted me to do, I’ve become somebody that I’m not, so that makes me just as bad as them.”

“No,” Raven said, putting her hand on his leg and turning her entire body towards him.
 
“You’re not like them,” she said.
 
“You’ve been here for me when I needed you.
 
You’ve sacrificed for me and even for my best friend, my family.
 
Don’t let people like Kurt drag you down and make you think the worst about life.”

Jake put his hand on hers and gripped tightly.
 
“I’ve made a lot of mistakes, Raven.
 
But one mistake I’m not going to make is to let anything happen to you ever again.”
 
He smiled a little and shook his head.
 
“You’re the one person who’s been fucked over by more people than I have,” he laughed.
 
“So at least you understand what I’m going through.

Raven had to laugh.
 
“That’s true, actually,” she told him.
 
And then she smiled, her entire body growing warm.
 
“I’m going to protect you too.
 
It’s not a one-way street.
 
We’re in this together.”

He put his arm around her then, encircling her shoulders and pressing his lips to her ear.
 
“I never should’ve doubted you,” he whispered.

***

By the time they arrived at the burned down shell of her family home, Raven was wrung out emotionally.

She’d watched as Jake had made calls to his entire team, informing them that Kurt was no longer part of the company.
 
She’d seen the pain etched on his face as he’d explained that Kurt had violated his trust, and listened to the defeated sound of Jake’s voice as he’d contacted the company lawyer and told him that all the books needed to be audited in case of fraud.

At the same time, she was filled with dread in anticipation of what the scene would be like at her old home.

And it was just as bad as she’d feared.

The house was a blackened, burnt shell.
 
It had been destroyed utterly and completely and there were still police and fire trucks all along the street when she and Jake arrived with their small fleet of security.

When they exited the car, they found her
mother,
brother and father huddled together, looking desperately tired.
 
Her father’s face was drawn and pale as he sat in his wheelchair, staring at the remains of his old life.

Years and years of history, gone in a blink, and Raven knew she was partly to blame for it.

When her parents saw her, their faces immediately crumbled into masks of sorrow and relief, and her mother fell into her arms sobbing.

“It’s all gone, it’s all gone,” her mother cried, her face muffled against Raven’s chest.

Raven soothed, whispering in her mother’s ear that it would be all right.
 
Distantly, she could hear Jake talking to Danny and her father, Jake’s voice having regained its power and confidence.

As she hugged her grieving mother, Raven could hear Jake putting aside his own sadness and pain to be strong for her and her family.

Her heart soared as she realized the magnitude of Jake’s selflessness.
 
She wouldn’t have blamed him for throwing her aside and all the problems that came along with her.

Club Alpha, Kurt, and all of the threats to Jake’s livelihood were really stemming mostly from his relationship with her.

And yet he stood by her, even now, when his business and his life were on the edge of a cliff.