Obediently Yours (10 page)

D
ADDY
D
OM:
W
ELL, THEN, HOW ABOUT AN ASSIGNMENT FOR MY LITTLE ONE?
I
WOULD LIKE YOU TO REFLECT ON YOUR FEELINGS AND WRITE A MINIMUM ONE-HUNDRED-WORD ESSAY ON WHY YOU SHOULD OBEY YOUR
D
ADDY.
P
ERHAPS THIS ASSIGNMENT WILL HELP YOU TO RECONCILE SOME OF YOUR FEELINGS.
I
WILL LOOK FORWARD TO READING MORE ON YOUR THOUGHTS.
T
AKE YOUR TIME TO COMPLETE THE ASSIGNMENT.
O
KAY?

B
ABY
G
IRL:
Y
ES,
D
ADDY,
I
UNDERSTAND THE ASSIGNMENT.
T
HANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE WITH ME AS
I
TRY TO WRAP MY HEAD AROUND ALL OF IT.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
N
O PROBLEM; THAT IS WHAT
I
AM HERE FOR AND THAT IS ALSO PART OF THE PROCESS.
I
NEED TO RUN NOW.
I
WILL TALK TO YOU AGAIN TOMORROW IF YOU ARE ABLE.

B
ABY
G
IRL:
Y
ES,
I
WILL TALK TO YOU TOMORROW TOO.
G
OOD NIGHT,
D
ADDY.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
G
OOD NIGHT, LITTLE ONE.
H
APPY ORGASM AND SWEET DREAMS.

T
HINK OF ME WHEN YOU MASTURBATE IN YOUR DIAPERS.

MESSAGE:
DaddyDom
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I can feel my heart pounding. These have been the most erotic moments of my life. Never has my body felt more alive. What just happened? I am feeling things for someone I have never even met before. I don’t even know what he looks like.

I’ve never worn diapers overnight before. I feel more wetness seep out of me with this thought. I need to cum now. I need to release this sexual energy before I explode. Daddy told me I could. I smile and head to my bedroom with this thought.

Later during the night, I toss and turn, unable to sleep. I think the reason is partly that I am very aware of wearing a diaper and plastic panties, which is something I have never done for this long a period of time. I also really need to pee. I am so tempted to go a little in my diaper to know what it feels like, but I just cannot bring myself to do it. It is just too taboo. I head into the bathroom to take care of my needs. I feel so silly sitting on the toilet with my diapers pulled down to my ankles. This gets me thinking about why I am wearing them. Obeying Daddy. He asked me to write an essay about this. Maybe I will give it a try now since I sure cannot sleep. I pull my diapers back up, wash my hands, and head back to my computer.

I sit and ponder the concept of obeying Daddy for a while and then begin to compose my essay.

FROM
:
B
ABY GIRL

SUBJECT
:
E
SSAY ON
O
BEYING
D
ADDY

Dear Daddy,

When I agreed to enter into this arrangement with you, I also agreed to obey your rules. All of the rules articulate exactly what your expectations of me are. I have given a lot of thought about why I should obey your rules and this is my response:

I must
obey Daddy’s rules because I have submitted to His dominance and agreed to obey Him. It is that simple. I want the guidance and the structure that having a Daddy provides to me. In return, Daddy expects obedience from me.

I want to
obey my Daddy. It makes me happy when I please Him and I know that the most important way to please him is to obey Him.

I should
obey Daddy’s rules because He is the leader in this arrangement. I have placed my submission into His hands.

I need
to obey Daddy’s rules because it helps me to be a better person—to be more disciplined and have more self-control.

I hope this fulfills my assignment, Daddy. Thank you for giving the assignment to me to help me organize and focus my thoughts.

Respectfully Yours,

Your Baby Girl Siobhan

* * *

As we planned, I sit at the computer waiting for Daddy to chat. All throughout the day, thoughts of chatting with him kept me hyper-excited. I could not wait for the end of the day, so I could get home. After logging on over an hour ago, I am happy to see his message appear.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
B
ABY GIRL,
I
THOUGHT YOU DID A VERY GOOD JOB ON YOUR ESSAY.
I
AM VERY PLEASED WITH YOUR WORK AND INSIGHT INTO YOUR FEELINGS.

B
ABY
G
IRL:
T
HANK YOU,
D
ADDY.
I
AM GLAD YOU ARE PLEASED.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
H
OW DID YOU FEEL ABOUT WEARING YOUR DIAPERS ALL NIGHT?

B
ABY
G
IRL:
I
N ALL HONESTY,
I
THOUGHT IT WOULD BE REALLY HARD AND IT WAS AT FIRST.
I
NEEDED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM AND HAD A FLEETING THOUGHT ABOUT USING THEM, BUT JUST COULD NOT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT.
I
COULD NOT SLEEP AND SO
I
DECIDED TO WRITE MY ESSAY.
W
HEN
I
WOKE UP THIS MORNING,
I
STILL HAD MY DIAPERED BOTTOM AND IT FELT MORE NATURAL TO ME.
I
DECIDED THAT IT WAS NOT SO BAD.
I
ALSO DECIDED THAT
I
WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO USE THEM, EVEN THOUGH IT FEELS WRONG ON SOME LEVEL.
T
HE THOUGHT OF DOING IT FREAKS ME OUT, BUT
I
KNOW THAT
I
NEED TO TAKE THIS NEXT STEP; OTHERWISE,
I
WILL REGRET IT AND IT WILL DIMINISH MY OVERALL EXPERIENCE.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
L
ITTLE ONE, YOU SEEM TO BE GIVING ALL OF THIS MUCH THOUGHT.
Y
OU OBVIOUSLY ANALYZE AND, DARE
I
SAY, OVERANALYZE THINGS.
N
OTHING IS WRONG WITH DOING THIS, BUT MAY
I
SUGGEST THAT YOU FORGET ABOUT THE RESTRICTIONS AND GUILT THAT AGE PLAYING MAKES YOU FEEL AND JUST ENJOY THE EXPERIENCE.
T
HERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH WHAT WE ARE DOING.
Y
OU ARE A CONSENTING ADULT.
T
HERE ARE A LOT OF KINKS OUT THERE THAT PEOPLE ENJOY.
D
IAPERS ARE YOUR KINK AND MINE.
I
T’S OKAY.
E
MBRACE THE EXPERIENCE.

B
ABY
G
IRL:
Y
OU ARE RIGHT,
D
ADDY.
T
HAT’S WHY YOU ARE THE
D
ADDY.
LOL
.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
H
OW WOULD YOU FEEL ABOUT DOING A FULL SCENE AS MY BABY GIRL?
I
WILL GIVE YOU THE PARAMETERS AND EXPECTATIONS.
Y
OU ONLY NEED TO FOLLOW THEM.
N
OT THINK ABOUT THEM AND ANALYZE THEM.
J
UST EXPERIENCE.
O
F COURSE, YOU WILL HAVE A SAFEWORD SO IF YOU NEED TO SLOW DOWN OR STOP, YOU CAN.
A
RE YOU FAMILIAR WITH YELLOW AND RED AS SAFEWORDS?

B
ABY
G
IRL:
I
THINK
I
WOULD LIKE IT TO TRY IT,
D
ADDY.
Y
OU ARE RIGHT.
I
NEED TO GET OUT OF MY HEAD AND JUST ENJOY THE EXPERIENCE.
Y
ES,
I
AM FAMILIAR WITH THE SAFEWORDS, YELLOW AND RED.
Y
ELLOW TO SLOW DOWN AND RED TO STOP THE SCENE, RIGHT?

D
ADDY
D
OM:
Y
ES, THAT IS CORRECT.
V
ERY WELL, THEN.
I
WILL SEND YOU AN EMAIL WITH YOUR INSTRUCTIONS.
I
WOULD PLAN FOR AT LEAST FOUR HOURS.
A
RE YOU AVAILABLE THIS WEEKEND?
W
HAT TIME WOULD WORK FOR YOU?

B
ABY
G
IRL:
I
COULD DO IT ON
S
ATURDAY IF IT IS LATER IN THE DAY.
I
HAVE TO VISIT MY MOTHER IN THE MORNING.
N
OT THAT
I
AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
I
’D MUCH RATHER SPEND THE TIME WITH YOU ONLINE, BUT
I
MUST BE THE DUTIFUL DAUGHTER.
H
OW WOULD FOUR O’CLOCK BE?
I
WILL BE HOME BY EARLY AFTERNOON SO IT WILL GIVE ME TIME TO SETTLE IN AND GET IN THE CORRECT MINDSET FOR OUR SCENE.
W
OULD THAT WORK FOR YOU,
D
ADDY?

D
ADDY
D
OM:
T
HAT SOUNDS PERFECT, LITTLE ONE.
S
ORRY ABOUT YOUR VISIT WITH YOUR MOM.
I
HOPE IT WON’T CAUSE YOU TOO MUCH STRESS.
I
WILL SEND YOU AN EMAIL.
I
F YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ANY OF MY INSTRUCTIONS, YOU MUST LET ME KNOW IMMEDIATELY.

B
ABY
G
IRL:
O
KAY,
D
ADDY.
I
WILL LOOK FOR YOUR EMAIL.
I
’M LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR SCENE ON
S
ATURDAY.
D
O
I
GET ANY PREVIEWS OF WHAT WE WILL BE DOING?
P
LEASE?

D
ADDY
D
OM:
B
ABY GIRL, YOU ARE ALWAYS SO EAGER.
I
AM GLAD THAT YOU ARE.
A
T THE SAME TIME, YOU ARE THE SUBMISSIVE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP.
I
AM THE
D
OMINANT
.
D
O NOT TRY TO TOP FROM THE BOTTOM.
A
RE YOU FAMILIAR WITH THE TERM?

B
ABY
G
IRL:
Y
ES,
D
ADDY,
I
AM VERY SORRY.
I
’M JUST VERY EXCITED.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
I
KNOW, SWEETIE.
B
UT YOU NEED ONLY TO OBEY ME.
N
OTHING MORE.
T
RUST THAT
I
WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND YOUR NEEDS.
S
UBMIT TO BRING ME PLEASURE.
U
NDERSTAND?

B
ABY
G
IRL:
Y
ES.
S
IR,
I
AM SORRY,
D
ADDY.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
I
T IS FINE, BABY GIRL.
I
AM PLEASED YOU ARE SO EAGER.
L
ET’S SAY GOOD NIGHT NOW.
I
WILL EMAIL YOU.
W
E WILL NOT CHAT AGAIN UNTIL
S
ATURDAY AT 4:00 PM.

B
ABY
G
IRL:
O
KAY,
D
ADDY.
T
HANK YOU AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
G
OODBYE, KITTEN.
G
OOD NIGHT TO YOU TOO.
S
WEET DREAMS.

MESSAGE:
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Wow! That was a great chat. I cannot wait to see what Daddy has planned for our live session. I cannot remember a time I was looking forward to something so much. A true testament to how sad and dull my life was until a few weeks ago when I saw Daddy’s ad. I feel an awakening of my sensuality. It is beyond words.